Time really really... passes very fast! The last time that I've blogged was end of 2009 which was half a year ago! Oh well, oh well let's not dwell how does time passes so fast anymore (:
From here onwards, I will just key whatever flow into my mind. Forgive for my messy and horrible writing! Hhahahaha :D
Okay! Let have blog some of my personal reflection before i hit the big Tweeenty ONE . Lived for 20 years in such protected environment was indeed a great blessing! Thank you LORD <:! Meeh, got to thank my dear dad and sister too who supported me through out all these years. Man! I'm writing a thank you speech for some prize-award ceremony LOL!!!
Poly years! The every moments and minutes that I had spent in the school was indeed memorable and AWESOME! Many loves and hates happened in the three years there. Like how I fell in love with some girl and everything was so complicated. Heartbroken and soulless, that how I felt during the period. Now I think back about it, I feel seriously childish and dumb HAHAHA. Ho who cares! It part and parcel of life isn't it <: ?
Ho this did not just happen once. I got into a crush on towards my end of year 2. Homygad! I'm like revealing how my secrets out now D:! I always thought .x was always interested in .y. Actually one of them did like so called "confess" to other party... you know LOL! Interesting isn't it <:? After the leveled up from the previous triangle relationship, I had become a "pro", so I went for the passive route. However, I still felt that heaven was playing a joke on me, IT IS ANOTHER TRIANGLE! Hahaha actually the problem is that I think so much until I twist the whole situation in my own view. In fact, it wasn't really what I though... somehow the situation change and I had the advantage but I still remained passive. Arh!? Why am I typing all these stuffss!!!! LOL
Furthermore, at the end of 2007, I hit deep into "emo" state. Thinking how life was so unfair. You know like it was always ME who initiated the conversation and organised events for everyone and everyone just take me for granted. That was how I felt during that time. Due to this incident, I gave up organising events and outings up to this day. Sometime, I wonder why is there hardly anybody want to start a conversation with me in MSN. Or is it everyone like me? Hoping that somebody will MSN you and feel the joy of being noticed by people? I also wonder why some people who did not even try to get any attention from people and people just automatically find them. For me, I must be always the one who start the conversation. Seriously, this whole thing is mystery to me.
