Wednesday, April 23, 2008


what is pain?

Like what I said in msn (:! If i need hurt or be cruel to myself for my dreams and goals , by all means I will do it. Even its hurts or pains me too much... I will overcome it (: I think I most likely keep it confidentially how I going to do it ;o I don't think most people will want know it too ;p~


It a decision I made which I will not regret...



the memories will turn WILD.
4/23/2008 11:48:00 PM



smile sam (:

In one night... so many things happened >.> I also dunno what i am doing too -_- Although i tried not to think too much of things happened, it just keep coming back ;/ LOLOL so how? NO IDEA!! Now I just need to continue my life to fullest!


i lost ._.



the memories will turn WILD.
4/23/2008 10:16:00 PM


Sunday, April 20, 2008


wonderful week~! random post

School reopens! I been even more high and crazy now (: isn't good ?
I want my life everyday happily and everyday shall be a wonderful and precious memory for me! Even though there will downs in part of daily life... Its ok! The more downs and sadness in my life will shape me in better person (: That is what I believe!

OK this is a really random POST . LOLOLOL



the memories will turn WILD.
4/20/2008 10:29:00 PM


Monday, April 14, 2008


a important piece of memory ....

I do not know how to start this ;/
Hmmmmmmm .... OK!

Val sms Justin about she having piano exam and ask him want to go see her perform. Its was nice of Justin to tell me about this. He think that Val had send wrong sms to the wrong person, but there it might be on purpose or whatever >.>

Its like a year and 1 month plus since we got a news from her?? The last time i saw her was at Vivo BK, after that we never contact her anymore. Yea...

its was a really shocking news for me ;/
Whenever i hear her name, I will always feel uneasy ;o Its something happened between 2 of us, which is a biggest mistake and regrets i ever make in my life * i think ;o?* Now knowing that she got exam in her school and somemore we know the time of her exam too. Been thinking is it a good idea just see her perform a not? I was not invited so it isn't nice to pop out like that right?
Even i do pop out infront of her... what can i say to her? So the whole entire day is 'yes' or 'no' to me ;/ Anyway I glad that she is doing well (: All best to her for tml exam!

No matter what happen... i will not this problem affect my daily life (: I WILL LIVE IT TO MY FULLEST!!! Anyway big thanks to all my frens who help me in way or other ;p



the memories will turn WILD.
4/14/2008 10:55:00 PM


Saturday, April 12, 2008


bad me ;o

I said i wanted to quit cabal but i still could not stop playing it. Ah! lousy me~ However, school gona start soon... so i can say i 90% of time won't be playing it anymore (: My last day of cabal will on Saturday or Sunday! I will have nice farewell ;p~

Just back from watching "Definitely, Maybe" ^^V Its was a very nice romance show *romance show are the best (:!* Think of many things just now... yea its time to really to do something about my lifestyle now >.> Cabal had really destroyed all plans for holiday >:{



the memories will turn WILD.
4/12/2008 02:01:00 AM


Monday, April 7, 2008


one word 'sorry'

I decided i going quit cabal... ya although its abit wasted .... lvl 100 half way to completer ... blah blah...

really sorry karthis that i suddenly just back off like that... can say i crazy or insane or weirdo

i dunno why i wan to quit, i do no have a really proper reason to quit it either ...

this game was fun but i cannot continue the lifestyle i having... its insane even worst then tat time i chiong my maple

sorry sis for keep not going chruch
sorry all poly classmate keep MIA
sorry justin when he purposely waited for us to chiong lvl and i i ps him n chiong ahead
many sorry....
last of all is sorry to myself

its the end...sam (:



the memories will turn WILD.
4/07/2008 11:38:00 PM


Tuesday, April 1, 2008


(:

hahaha i'm back people! SAD Y NO ONE TAG MY BLOG!!! ): EVIL PEOPLE! NEVER TAG ;O SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD ;X

cant blame them either too cos i was the one who really 'disappear' on them first ;p

ok to honestly say what i have been doing last few days .... cabal ;P as usual bad habits kick in >.>
i the 1st one said i will control but in the end wat happened? i chiong like there no tml >.> and one thing i must say ... sorry justin for some sort of 'ps' u ;/

oh ya i had class chalet (: 1st class chalet so its kinda of trial ^^ dunno is it all wan indoor or too lazy to go outdoor? nvm i had my fun can le (: i nv like to stay at home so as long i dun slp at home i happy ;p i dunno others got their fun? seriously i see everyone just sit on the sofa n tv >.> but i did had sun tanning session! hahha ;p

most scary thing is nite cycling the time we spend which was unexpected.... its was way way faster then we imagine -.- and one moer sorry to js for such bumpy ride ;p HAHHAHA i not on purpose de wor ;p is we suay cos we 1st double so we must 'sacrifice' for the others ;x

ok one more thing is tat i got a call that i can quit GV ;o i plannng to quit it but since she faster then me -.- nvm lor just quit now. since its a new sems = new life = new start so time for me to change again (:

Isn't life interesting? People need change everytime (:



the memories will turn WILD.
4/01/2008 02:11:00 PM


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