Friday, November 28, 2008




Three cheers to me for losing all my important stuffs!
I lost my Birth Cert, 'O' level result cert, CCA Cert, Secondary School Report Book and still got any more ma!?

Q: How was it lost!?
A: NO IDEA AT ALL! IT JUST DISAPPEAR AT MY OWN HOUSE!!!

*FYI: This not the first time something just disappear at my house. *

I will try not blame my family on this anymore.
I will not lose my anger on them anymore.
I will not show attitude to them anymore.

And...
while searching for the documents, I saw a letter which contained my Kayaking Cert which was placed together with my older sister's stuff!!! I always wonder why the letter didn't come to me and I have FINALLY solve this mystery.

It my fault for anyhow throwing and placing my stuff at home without keep them properly.
YES!!!
I am very lazy to keep things properly that why things always go missing at home.

SO!
I got an enlightenment through this incident which is ...
I SHALL NEVER TRUST THEM WITH MY STUFF ANYMORE!

I need learn how to be more independent already.
COME ON SAM!! YOU ARE 19 YEARS OLD ALREADY!!

For this holiday,
- I going make an extra letter box key for myself
- Get a divider to sort my stuff properly and neatly
- Save $ for a SAFE!!
- Pickup on books how to be independent and character building.

BIG THANKS TO THEM!



the memories will turn WILD.
11/28/2008 11:02:00 PM


Sunday, November 23, 2008


Craze!

Yesterday was a very long day, I was out since 6.15am and reached home 12am!

A group of us went to help up with the Silver Infocomm Day, it was a quite interesting event.
Imagine the whole event is filled with 50 years old and above people...
LOL!! It was totally crazy!!
Chee Yang and me was post to the redemption counter, however, somehow the work we doing is more then that. We are suppose to identify who is going which classroom then later pass them their free gifts... You know typical Singapore uncle and auntie? When they see people giving out free stuff, they want to know how to get it too... So we need explain how to get this, how to register, why we need to see the coupon, why got so many sticker and blah blah. Tiring! Lucky we do half day only!

End of the half day shift, the guys stayed back to play Wii. It super fun and tiring!! And that Jin Yong keep breaking records -_- So I stayed until 4pm then left to meet JJ.

JJ and me first went to Queensway, actually I wanted to get my Puma bag but in the end I still didn't buy it ): Should I buy??
And my ATM card... FINALLY it spoiled!! The whole magnetic stripe came off LOL!
There wasn't much stuff to see at Queensway so we left and went to Bugis.

It long time I last went to Bugis to see stuff. We went to Topman shop to see clothes and I SAW A NEW SLIM JEANS FOR $69!!!! As for JJ he going aim for that black slim jeans which I have too (:. After Topman we wander around Bugis, I could not find any bag look like the Puma so quite sad about it. Bugis is almost same as Queens which was quite boring too. We didn't stay long and we left around 7pm to meet Karthis at Cathay.

After buying the tickets, 3 of us went to eat BK. This time the Mushroom Swiss I ordered was good! The cheese is overflowing out!! YUMMY!!! But the burger still lose in size of Tendergrill >=O! BOOO!! And here where Karthis and me started talking crap.

Karthis said I need a gf to calm myself down!! But he also said that with my type of attitude I will chase girls away.LOL!! I can't really remembered what we crap but the whole night was talking about finding gf. Crapped all the way until the cinema and when THX ad came out, I suddenly "RAWR" at Karthis and he got shocked LOLOL!!

Madagarscar was very funny but it only 1 hour movie! Short and sweet :D

Okay it time to do project!! Since afternoon I still have not do any signficant proccess for the gems assignment yet!!! AWWW SAM FOCUS!



the memories will turn WILD.
11/23/2008 07:15:00 PM


Tuesday, November 18, 2008


(: or ): ?

There was a string of negative thoughts just appeared from my mind and I started to feel down.
I lost my mood to do the WEBS tutorial, so I went to check my email and I saw a email which was send by my sister.

Vitamins for the Mind

Learn how to be happy with what you have while you pursue all that you want.

Happiness is not an accident. Nor is it something you wish for. Happiness is something you design.

How sad to see a father with money and no joy. The man studied economics, but never studied happiness.

The greatest source of unhappiness comes from inside.

Happiness is the art of learning how to get joy from your substance.

Happiness is not something you postpone for the future; it is something you design for the present.

Four Essentials for Happiness by Brian Tracy

You may have a thousand different goals over the course of your lifetime, but they all will fall into one of four basic categories. Everything you do is an attempt to enhance the quality of your life in one or more of these areas.

The first category is your desire for happy relationships. You want to love and be loved by others. You want to have a happy, harmonious home life. You want to get along well with the people around you, and you want to earn the respect of the people you respect. Your involvement in social and community affairs results from your desire to have happy interactions with others and to make a contribution to the society you live in.

The second category is your desire for interesting and challenging work. You want to make a good living, of course, but more than that, you want to really enjoy your occupation or profession. The very best times of your life are when you are completely absorbed in your work.

The third category is your desire for financial independence. You want to be free from worries about money. You want to have enough money in the bank so that you can make decisions without counting your pennies. You want to achieve a certain financial state so that you can retire in comfort and never have to be concerned about whether or not you have enough money to support your lifestyle. Financial independence frees you from poverty and a need to depend upon others for your livelihood. If you save and invest regularly throughout your working life, you will eventually reach the point where you will never have to work again.

The fourth and final category is your desire for good health, to be free of pain and illness and to have a continuous flow of energy and feelings of well-being. In fact, your health is so central to your life that you take it for granted until something happens to disrupt it.

Peace of mind is essential for every one of these. The greater your peace of mind, the more relaxed and positive you are, the less stress you suffer, the better is your overall health.

The more peace of mind you have, the better are your relationships, the more optimistic, friendly and confident you are with everyone in your life. When you feel good about yourself on the inside, you do your work better and take more pride in it. You are a better boss and coworker. And the greater your overall peace of mind, the more likely you are to earn a good living, save regularly for the future and ultimately achieve financial independence.

Life is very much a study of attention. Whatever you dwell upon and think about grows and expands in your life. The more you pay attention to your relationships, the quality and quantity of your work, your finances and your health, the better they will become and the happier you will be.

"The first category is your desire for happy relationships. You want to love and be loved by others. You want to have a happy, harmonious home life. You want to get along well with the people around you, and you want to earn the respect of the people you respect. Your involvement in social and community affairs results from your desire to have happy interactions with others and to make a contribution to the society you live in."

I love this paragraph! I really desire for happy relationships!!

I need work more on improving the relationships with my friends.

So I must be even more open-minded :D


THANKS JIE!!

for this wonderful email (:





the memories will turn WILD.
11/18/2008 11:48:00 PM


Monday, November 17, 2008


SAM is sad :D

AWW NO MORE THAILAND ALREADY ):!!!
TICKET TOO EXPENSIVE ):!



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11/17/2008 12:38:00 AM



REFRESHING (:

Yeaaaaa~
Back from jogging and work out.
Just now was talking about grouping for project...
Deciding group really sucks. Never mind it over already (:

Yesterday night Bey told me he working as mascot now and he showed some pictures... LOLOL
I next time post the picture (:

Anyway I spent my whole weekend at home rotting! Actually I didn't really rot, I got watch movie and Bleach!!
YEA NEL IS CUTE!! HER GROWN UP FORM IS CHIO AND HER VOICE IS SPECIAL!!!
Okok enough of Bleach already.

Finally I managed to study!!!!
YESYES!! 1 CHAPTER EACH FROM DMS AND OPS!!!!
Although is just 2 short chapter, I still felt a sense of achievement for myself :D


A very good news for me...
I AM GOING THAILAND WITH JJ AND HIS PARENTS!!!
YEAYEAYEAYEA!!!
I GOING INVEST ALL MY MONEY INTO THAT TRIP!!
MASS SHOPPPING!!
YESYESYES!!!

Oh ya talking about Thailand.... *I know it random to link this 2 event tgt ;p*
I met up with JJ on Friday to go Queensway to see stuff (:
I saw my puma bag which i was been eyeing at it for very long....
Its $42 and the size I wanted!!
But JJ said the bag only matches when I wear my slim jeans.
Awwww I really like that bag but no way I going to wear jeans for the sake of it >={
Never mind I shall hunt a nice bag in Thailand :D
After walking around, We went eat at Mac!
I ate MEEEEEEGGGGGAAAA BBBIIIIGGG MMMAACCC..
FOR ALL DOUBLE CHEESE BURGER LOVER OUT THERE!!!
THIS IS MEGA BIG MAC IS LIKE DOUBLE 'DOUBLE CHEESE BURGER'!!!
AWESOME!!!
I was so full that I tried force down the remaining fries unwilling :D

Okie It time to sleep already :D
Tml it monday which mean a new and fun day!!



the memories will turn WILD.
11/17/2008 12:09:00 AM


Friday, November 14, 2008


I must talk!

Today in a pratical lesson, I kept myself quiet for awhile and I ended up EMO-ING!
I seriously hate emo-ing!!
Nothing nice come out when i emo -_-
Awwww I concluded!
I must make sure I keep talking to someone
or keep my mind occupied...
BEING QUIET IS EVIL >={



the memories will turn WILD.
11/14/2008 01:38:00 AM


Sunday, November 9, 2008




I NEED START DOING WORK NOW!
STUDY LAAA!! I NEED GET MY GPA 3.8 DE!! SAM U NOT GOING HAVE 3.8 IF U KEEP GOING ON LIKE THAT

DO PROJECT!! BE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND DO PROJECT FOR GOODNESS SAKE!! BE A BETTER LEADER DUMB PIG!!

START EXECISING!! FAT PIG DONT EAT EAT EAT AND SLEEP!!!
DAMN IT I NEED GET RID OF THAT BLOODY FAT CHEST AND TUMMY AND TIGHT!!

STOP WASTING MONEY COS U NOT FREAKING RICH KID AT ALL!!
SAVE MONEY DUDE SAVE!!!

AND LASTLY FOLLOW YOUR GOALS!!!
STOP SLACKING!! WHAT HAVE U BEEN DOING FOR THESE WHOLE YEAR HUH!?
SLACK SLACK SLACK SLACK!! WAIT UNTIL LAST MIN THEN DO!!!

STUPID SAM!! FAT SAM!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
DO YOUR PROJECT NOW!!! AND STOP SLACKING YOU PIG!



the memories will turn WILD.
11/09/2008 10:26:00 PM



I AM NOT HAPPY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MERV!!!!

AWWWWWWWWW
AWWWWWWWW

WHAT THE !!!!!
I WASTED OTHER WEEKEND!!

I AM NOT HAPPY HAPPY
I AM SO LAZY LIKE A PIG PIG PIG PIG PIG

SOMEONE PLEASE SCOLD OR BEAT ME NOW!!

YES I MUST LEARN HOW TO HATE MYSELF FOR BEING LAZY
AWWWWWWWW



the memories will turn WILD.
11/09/2008 10:18:00 PM


Monday, November 3, 2008


Babies babies babies!?!?!?

I spent most of my weekend watching Naruto!!!
It was fun!! Sakura X Naruto :3!

However.....
I am guilty of not study and doing project!!!
Awwww time to study!!!
Sam, you are so lazy!
Sam, you big fat pig!
YES I AM!!

So now I wan make babies!!



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11/03/2008 12:14:00 AM


Saturday, November 1, 2008


Werid!?

If Linda never talked to me just now, I also won't noticed that I am at home right now...
It rare for me to be at home during Saturday night because most of time I will be out with my frens watching movie. But there isn't any nice movie today so no point going out (:

Sorry Merv, I failed to finish the research...
Ahhh I getting very very very lazy! Need do some really serious self-reflection
Aww got a headache again -_- I shall go sleep now.



the memories will turn WILD.
11/01/2008 10:09:00 PM


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