Wednesday, January 30, 2008
4 Hours more and there go year 1 (:
Woke up at 6.20am due to urgent call >.> First thing i saw when i walked pass the kitchen... MARIGOLD MILK!! -_- too bad its for my younger sis only, i bet its confirm keep in some place where i not suppose to touch it ;o Then breakfast suppose to be cheesecake de... In the end, decided to eat some weird bread then the cake lor. Early morning, both of them start to kp non-stop liao sia cos of one cheesecake. She wan cut the cheesecake with her own hands and keep half of them(i think ;x) for my sis ba. So fastest way to settle this is that i eat other stuff can liao (:
I just noticed that recently i had been complaining lot of my family stuff.
Actually, i could not sleep ;o Usually most of the time, i will KO in my bed de but this time dunno y -_- Most likely i was thinking of the past ba .... Hehe i wun go so much into it ba (:
Anway 2 more hours to my paper ad 4 hours to my FREEDOM!
Pray everyone will do well for this paper!
the memories will turn WILD.
1/30/2008 06:53:00 AM
Few hours more to last paper (:
Didn't touch much on WCD so aiming a pass will do ;D Wun fail de la ;x Slack too much liao because all my mind i think is hoilday hoilday hoildy ;p ahhh LAZY TO POST
the memories will turn WILD.
1/30/2008 01:55:00 AM
Monday, January 28, 2008
Haha decide le!
My house is hopeless!!! I GOING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!
Dunno how they wash my clothes lor!! ppl shirt shrink! MINE!? EXPAND???
then some now the jeans n clothes stink until cannot stink lor -_-
FOOD!? Breakfast hor i will planning to buy my own =) Cant depend on them liao lor! whole day hide bread and cake for younger sis -_- then end up small bits n pieces of bread! rather go down get a hot waffle much nicer then wat they give me! Dinner -_- When i start working, i most likely dun wan eat at home. I rather go justin house cook ;xLOLOL
Shampoo n soap!! -_- always dun have! BAKA!!! even have stink lor ! the bottle like dunno how many months nv change and the liquid got detergent smell >.>! RAWR!
Can't believe i living like tat for so long ._. all thanks from the egg thing, it trigger all these!
I should seriously do something about it lor -_-
the memories will turn WILD.
1/28/2008 02:07:00 AM
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Good night and bye to my old self (:
Ever since talking to karthis how to continue his study, we talked many interesting life!
LAAA HOILDAY COMING!!! YESYES!
Yesterday night was busy thinking about going to work or extreme makeover >.>
Karthis got a job for me ;O! $7/hr!!! 9-6!!! *DROOL* that = $56 per day O.O!!!!!!!
MON-FRI ONLY! SO ITS = $280 PER WEEK ;3!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAA SHIOK!!
butbut my makeover!!! -_- sialat need plan how to do both!! MY SEXY N HOT BODY ;3~!
MY AIM:
CHANGE MYSELF INSIDE AND OUTSIDE! again =)
Yesterday night was totally crazy ._. Dunno when the last time i had my msn bee spam like siao ;D but its fun!! HAHAHAHAHA!! CRAPPING NON-STOP!! ~~ i LOVE MY NEW DUCK!!! THANKS!!
But end up i didnt study at all -_- I GONA DIE REAL BAD!! LOL
actually DBMS not hard leh ;x I READ PPT and do pract hor, its really easy and understandable-_- JUST HOPE THE PAPER WILL BE AS EASY AS I THINK ;X
JIALAT! justin asked me wan go out anot cos they buying shoe!! MY SHOE!! ARHHH I AWN OSO!! should i go out anot!?????!?!?!?~~~~
the memories will turn WILD.
1/27/2008 02:43:00 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Hoilady Hoilday~!!
STARDUST JUST TOO GOOD ;3 watch 2 times in a row!! LOLLLL
hmm when watching halfway notice the main actress look very abit like someone ;p
nvm maybe thinking too much~.~
at last i got some good sleep after learning how adapt the noisy environment which at 8am the construction start to *BOM BOM BOM * -_-
Hoping to have something to eat during breakfast de..... End up eat a 2 days old cake WHICH IS SPOILED!! taste sour ;O! yucks! there go my only breakfast and source of food left ):
I do many bo liao things today sia ... I spent 3 hours see maple stuff! 1h sword hero o.o OWNAGE LOL!! then see ppl flame Amano Tsukiko song lyrics ^^ Shocking!! Amano Tsukiko songs always so violent and eerie de but the song lyrics are very meaningful and sweet =)
Then chat on msn ;P LOL ji dan was talking how to eat myself. And from human sushi go to human sashimi!! NEW MENU LOLOLOL!!! then john and me was talking about the sun! weather FORECAST BOY!! LOLLL! anyway i think i got on potential partner for my hoilday le =)) then today found out something important!! JS HARDY GO DOWN PLAYGROUND!!! KELIAN DE XIAO 3 YEAR OLD!!!
NEW MISSION bring her to playground and teach her how to play!
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END OF MISSION
LOLOL
and tat merv!! =( dunno where he go sia~! keep MIA
And justin went to collcet psp sia BIG FAT WHITE ;OOO!!
ok bored now, dun feel studying la! COS HOILDAY!!! LAA HOILDAY
Movies~ Blades of Glory =) wan to double click it ;/
the memories will turn WILD.
1/24/2008 03:11:00 PM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Its hoilday mood!
laaa i watched 2 movies today!! i wun blog anything about today paper cos i got owned badly ;p BUT I WILL PASS!!!! SEE ME PASSS!!! laaaa ok dun talk about sch!!
MOVIESSS!
BALL of fury:
ping pang pong! this movie kinda different from wat i expected.... but its fun and wild!! LOL
STARDUST!
people!! WATCH THIS!! good good! although bgm was lound and voice was soft which was super fan la ._. Good movie!! ROMANCE ROMANCE ROMANCE!! WOO ROMANCE AND COMDEY WOOO! laaaaa very interesting sia. I wun say much but i like the part when she explained about love! AHHH SO ROMANTIC >.< CANT TAKE IT CANT TAKE IT! dream gf!! *drool*
the memories will turn WILD.
1/23/2008 11:25:00 PM
LOLOL I SCREWED UP MY NETF LIAO!! BUT I WILL PASS !!!
laaaaa laaaaa wondering wat the hell am i doing for today sia -_- slp and movie! LOL i think i crazy sia!! ltr netf LOLOL! i believe i will pass de =) *too overconfidence* ANYWAY wat the problem with the past year paper!! the ppt not even helping me sia! all answers found in book._. if ltr paper like past year hor... LOLOLOLOLOLOL i dead =) now the ppt ar..... rmb less then 10% of the notes so it good game ;/
nvm its too late to regert. I expected this will happen, so wat to do? CHANGE! i getting super super lazy! LAZY TO EXECISE, LAZY TO GO OUT, LAZY TO STUDY!! bad habits!!! i must clear them sia or else i going ruin my own life !!!
Hmmm i wondering am i too positive? now i remembered one day, kenny seah said about being positive and how it will benefits you. I totally agree with him =D Also its my 1st time hearing from someone in my life saying that he benefits a lot by being positive =) Nvm ._. i cant really force ppl to think same way as i do. Maybe that me! Being positive is good actually. Problems are just small, it is only how people see it.
NETF HERE I COME! HAHAHA =3 KILLL! *YUMMY*
the memories will turn WILD.
1/23/2008 12:11:00 AM
Friday, January 18, 2008
Reflection!!
Today was quite interesting day for me =) Actually suppose to meet vian n bing at bbdc at 10.20 or sometime around there ba, but i overslept -_- alarm since 8pm rang till 9.30 then stopped liao ;O! i need to do something about this bad habit of mine soon!!!
I at 1st tot got lot of bread for me cos ytd nite my papa bought lot of breads for the family de, but end up only left 1 hot bun -_- nvm~ At first tot wan study at home, but it too noisy at home so went to sch find ryan n celeste ;D
Reached school around 1+? n MERV WAS THERE!!!!OM!!! wanted to study de butbut WAS WATCHNIG SHOW with merv most of time ;x LOL!! NODAME!!! woooooo laalaaa
I leave around 5+ to find meet justin n karthis for dinner ;D ohohoh shopping at nutc!!! cooking at justin house!! FUNFUN!! marconi CHEESE! PASTA!!! yesyes! at last i got chance to cook again!!! actually most of the work is justin, i just help out ;x NVM BUT I STILL INVOLVED!! SO = I GOT COOKED!!! laalaaa i shall upload pics soon =)) THEN WE WATCH BLEACH !! got one cute ant hollow very funny !! THEN NODAME!!! LOL!! GYABOOOOO!!!! hope hoilday will do more of these stuff ^^!
Then on the way home, i didnt take 187 home. Suddenly, i just feel like walking back home =) I hate tat stupid dark school! always stared at it super scary la -.- nvm dun care tat sch anymore~ I did some reflection while walking =) I should not expect or wait people to call or ask me out. I should keep asking them out =) I should not wait for ppl talk to me. I must talk to them 1st! I should not wait people to play with me! i will play with them 1st!! OHOHOH even how hard or they reject me. I will still do it!! laaaa SO HOILDAY!! it time to get wild n hot~~~ laaa! BUT EXAM!! i shall kill exam!! HAHAHAHHA!
the memories will turn WILD.
1/18/2008 12:25:00 AM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
disappearing! HIBERNATION!
I super lazy to blog now or can say i should not blog now cos i running out of time!! Exam next week and haven really begin revision -_- Anyway ytd nite was crazy! me and karthis had VEG WAR!! LOL! i shall talk more about it next time. Then crapping with yr about some butt thing ;x OK i will be hibernating myself once again! I gona try better hibernation method!! I wun be on msn often so anything just call 1800-112-98579507 =)
the memories will turn WILD.
1/15/2008 08:49:00 PM
Monday, January 14, 2008
The veg family o.o!?
TODAY MORNING! I SUDDENLY BECOME VEG CRAZE LOOL
I shall be nice today =) CUCUMBER U ARE HOT! LOL!!!
i shall forgive u for kick n poking my head ;p cos its ur nature to poke anyone with ur cucumber ;xx REMEMBER ITS PAIN!! we should find a day to make u a cucumber blog!! LOL
the memories will turn WILD.
1/14/2008 11:48:00 AM
Laaa =)
Lazy to blog for the last few days and the weekend i was not even at home ;p
i shall start from last thursday =)
Thursday~
There was no ISE so i just went for dbms =) In the practical lesson, it was really fun playing with yong rong and merv ;D! NEWSPAPER DRAWING!!! Its been long time since i had this fun in class liao.... Just hope it will be more fun in the future ba
After lesson, I stayed in the lab n do my CRS article then walked to karthis house to meet justin n karthis. Jialat i cant really rmb wat happened in karthis house ._. nvm~ So 3 of us set off to clementi and meet keith n his gf!! Its was justin n karthis 1st time seeing keith gf =) Then after dinner, we went play pool!
LOLOL thursday pool was totally crazy n fun! cos jj came ltr then we had 2 DS!! end up me n justin almost whole time there playing mario kart and the wat rabbits! LOL we 2 spin the ds until our arm buay tahan ._.!! However, keith and his gf left early ;/ then we around 10.50 then left!!
NOW I RMB BEY NV FIND US!! *i shall forgive him since he got projects =)* laaa b4 going back home we went to mac eat MCFURY!!! now i know mcfury is nice!! too bad there is no milkshake =(
At home, i wanted to do CRS de .... BUT I WAS BUSY CRAPPING WITH PEOPLE LOL!! Was playing with celeste and ryan with hot RYAN KISS! ~.~ hmm let me think i tink i got talk to some people too ._. oh ya i rmb now jj and justin we talked about maple till 4pm LOL! end up doing one article only ;p~
Friday
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hmm let me think wat happened on fri 1st ._. oh ya ! FRI OHH MY !!! I FORGOT TO GO REG MY CAR TOADY!!!!!!!!! I ltr continue blogging -_- its taking me forever to type this finish LOL
I try to finish it now!! Meet justin n jj at bb aronud 11.30 and eat subway for lunch ;D then we went to bus interchange to take 945? cant rmb bus number sia. We saw one batch of sec students walking towards us, then justin asked me wat that sch is. I told him is hui min sch, Ysof ishark?? LOL I DUNNO HOW TO SPELL ;X then we at waiting for the bus then we saw WEIMING AND HUI MIN LOL!!!! when hui min saw us, she got stunned sia LOL!! Its was nice to see them, after all it been months since we last saw them ;/ Wanted to meet js at bukit gombak mrt at 12.30 BUT 12.40 then reach bbdc ._. LOL paiseh ;p then ..... NO TIME FOR NOW I GO BATH N GET READY TO GO SCH 1ST!! I SHALL CONTINUE LTR LOL!!
the memories will turn WILD.
1/14/2008 10:35:00 AM
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Totally Drained
Need to re-do CRS articles again, but i just too tired to do it now ;/ really dun have the mood and energy to do it today. Today actually wanted to change things for better, but its was still the same ._. Dun feel blogging anymore for today, i too unstable now. I going to sleep before i started to be even more unstable =)
the memories will turn WILD.
1/09/2008 10:21:00 PM
Its not i want to be sad or emo or watever u all called tat. Its just a feeling that i wan to try my very best to do something or help people, but they wun let you. And how my mood go by is depend on frens. I too dependent on frens until i cannot be alone. So now whenever i alone, my mind start thinking of things which make me sad.
To me all frens = important frens. No matter you are from my sec sch, poly or watever place. I want to know that all of you all are dearest to me =) I dun wan to lose a fren anymore. I already lost so many important people in my life and i dun wan to lose anyone. I know that i giving to many people the impression "I am very busy, pls do not talk to me" but actually its true i busy but sometime i do wish to talk but i know it irriating to talk someone who is not replying nicely at all.
Overall, having been through this period, it has been very important lesson and feeling i had learn and gotten in life. Its was the 1st time i was so sad that become so unstable that i could even cry for nights. So from now onwards i will keep trying my best to cheer everyone up no matter how much they prevent me from doing it. I will try my best to go out more often with them. I will try my best to do help them. I will try to talk more to everyone, I will.. I will....
No matter how hard is it, i must keep trying! Since i lost almost everything so all i go to do now is rebuild it again. Although times when it get sad or bad, i just have to keep going on =) So to all my important frens out there! Please rememeber sam is there for u even sometime i very noisy, lame, irriating, or watever. I also changing but i will be going change for the better!!
the memories will turn WILD.
1/09/2008 02:38:00 AM
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Worked from 1.30pm to 10pm in GV. Although there wasn't much people, there so many problems -.- People keep buying AVP2 which a NC16 show n keep bring underage ppl to watch then keep refund -.-ll then manager scolded me when i was trying my best to tell her about the customer's tickets detail. And the first place, i dunno why i just cant have the mood to really work for the day.
Really didn't feel like talking to anyone. Its so bad until when some customer just raise their voice cause they said their NIRC so fast tat i cant catch it and i got to keep asking them to repeat n repeat.
End of work, i went check my handphone , i was glad cos at first i didn't really expecting any people to sms me but yr did tried asked me out but i got work. Too bad ;p next time ba ;/
Reach home le, got a brand new monitor infront of me and father was trying to explaining everything to me but i cant be bother to listen. Then at last it was a time i was really happy, chatting in msn ^^ although not many people are really free to chat, but at least they tried to continue on. The best was when i was talking to ji dan, it was so fun and HIGH ;D its was such a gd feeling. I just missed this feeling =) Then start chatting CO stuff about merv n js, for ryan talked some router, yr was project, karthis was anime n drama, apple n linda project, and jj was maple. After tat went watch anime. Came back talked to linda... Always just keep orh me -_- jj oso talked to me about maple. Worst of all, was justin 1st reply was "?" then later was "shut up la" then "nothing important ..." usually in the past i ok with it. but today i not, it just hurt me alot ... i was like trying to hope to talk to him so that we could get better but it seem it failed ;/
I dunno y i feeling like this now. All i know i started to feel very lonely... and i bet this blog no one really care to relink it or even know about it. My only group of frens are like not even meeting up, even meet up there really nothing much. Is like everyone just meet the for the sake? Maybe i think too much ba. But seriously i know i was so busy tat i couldnt afford to organise n go out with them. I feel that things are not like in the past anymore, everything changed even i changed.
In the past i can just can dun care wat thing happening n just live my happy life ~ now is diff, the way i see things now is totally diff. I been wondering in the past am i being a gd fren? Or did i changed so much tat they dunno me anymore? At first the starting of 2007 was so fun, we did things together , like staying justin house for almost 1 week, going ice-skate, chalet, celebrating bday and many more but ever since septemeber onwards i started working at GV, things starting to change. And people told me something tat i didnt even realize about it. Soon, i start seeing things differently.
Everything different... classmates in poly. LOL all of suddenly in one day, i realize do i really close to anyone? but in the end i found out there one only. When i noticed this, i was so sad but in the end i still managed to get over it. However, when i was with them in class or outside. I can feel i very distance away from them. Whenever see the guys start playing around, its such a nice feeling. I always think tat they are really closed to each other. but this rarely happened to me anymore cause everyone now in school are just seriously about projects n study. And i even set a goal to try to understand them better like trying to talk to them more in msn or real life, it seem it does not really works. Msn i tried to talk to some of them before, it was really tiring for me to keep trying to keep the conversation going. i now most of them are busy so its ok i wun really expecting much too. But sometime i just really wan someone can just talk to me when they really wan to talk me. i know i do tat in the past, just keep answering one word answer when i was busy. So really cant blame them ba. actually the best is that sometime i can just online the whole day, there can not even no person start conv with me or even have is just few. Actually in the past, i didnt realize about this because i always the one who start conv.
There many stuff i wan to say but i tired. Typing this was really good but pain, it helped me to feel much better however there some part my tears just couldnt stop coming out of eyes but i still feel abit better now.
the memories will turn WILD.
1/06/2008 02:44:00 AM
Friday, January 4, 2008
Seem some part of my post was not showed ;/ Nvm i dun think anyone will care wheather i did post about it or not =)
I just feel that i lost something very important ;o i dunno is i thinking too much or is it really like that? But i will try my best to overcome this problem =)
the memories will turn WILD.
1/04/2008 12:59:00 AM
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
When the tiny me from back then looked up
The sky was really wide and big
The person I like, with this hand,
I thought I would be able to protect
seriously
Why am I not growing
I was frustated by that
I realized I was selfish
All the way
I faced the surfacing of thoughts of giving up
but
There are so many things I can’t do
I want to become free quickly
No matter how I stretch my hand
I cannot reach
The big big sky
But I don’t have anything to doubt
I believed in the beautiful future
There may be frustrating things
But I won’t give up
Big big tears
But at that time, my eyes shined brighter than anything, I thought
From then I grew quite a bit
I understood more of the times
Doing my best may be uncool
I walked around acting cold
but
But the me that gave up halfway
Couldn’t do anything
From when did I forget about believing in a glittering tomorrow
To protect myself, I hurt many important things
Spring is far, towards the sky overhead
I want to know what’s there
"When I become an adult, I must go", I promised
No matter how I stretch my hand
I cannot reach
The big big sky
But I don’t have anything to doubt
I believed in the beautiful future
There may be frustrating things
But I won’t give up
Big big tears
But at that time, my eyes shined brighter than anything, I thought
When the tiny me from back then looked up
The sky was really wide and big
The person I like, with this hand,
I thought I would be able to protect
seriouslyHimitsu Kichi from Eureka 7 by Kozue Takada
Repeat this song for the night ;/ suddenly tears start coming my eye ;o Wondering is I had changed? Why everything seem so different now?
the memories will turn WILD.
1/02/2008 09:12:00 PM
At last my nightmare of the WCD over =) I chiong it for 5 days like siao ;O 12pm -5am 12pm - 5am then 3th n 4th day only had 3 to 4 hours to sleep , barely even had any good sleep =( tat time i chiong maple not even as jialat as this lor -_- Hope today will get a chance to sleep earlier ba ^^
the memories will turn WILD.
1/02/2008 08:08:00 PM
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Brand New Blog and New Year ;3
This blog was already set up long ago but i was too lazy to launch it because too busy with school stuff ar ;/
Already gave my whole weekend to WCD =) 12pm to 5am for the last sat n sun! HARDCORE ~~
Do until my eyes and pi gu hurts sia *i need pi gu massage pls ;x*
So after chionging for the last few days, at last year eve got people jio me out!
SO HAPPY AT LAST!
justin asked jj, bey and me to watch AVP at 2am =) then js,yr and ryan asked out for dinner at town =)
on 31st New year eve night ...
Ate dinner with js,yr and ryan at pasta mania ^^ Creamy Chicken with LOTS AND LOTS of cheese is the best! then we had hawaiian pizzia =) Then after dinner we wanted to go shopping but its already 9+ so most shop had closed =( End up playing pool ~
Pool was fun cause all not very good then keep doing all the super stunt shot~
and we had our highlight of the year 2007! Js PLAYING POOL!~ after begging her so long then will play sia =_=
After pool, ryan go off first ;o ps us =( so i brought 2 of them see fireworks at city hall there but end up watching some glowing trees -_- *someone cut the trees away pls!* Overall, the fireworks was not bad la but compared to the August fireworks festival, its boring ;x
Fireworks over, pei them take mrt go 1 big round and end up going to orchard again! LOL! *i too bo liao le ;p* Anyway hope yr will get better =) as for js hope she wun always so 'emo' or sian ;x
Around 2am...
Found justin , jj and bey at parklane LAN ;o playing some starwars game which pretty interesting and made jj n justin gone so high LOL! bey got owned badly -_- dunno wat he doing sia ~ After see them play finish, went to watch AVP2 ;p
AVP2....
Nothing to say much of the movie since nv watch part 1 only know one thing the ger is chio ba ^^ but too bad she got *ARHH* ;x and watching halfway my eye very pain -.- Sadly after the movie, got no NR8 to go home -_- actually got one but full =( so end up going jj house camp for the 1st bus.
Luckly jj house got some snacks and many many yakult sia!*5 packets of them LOL!* then justin showed me some bike and car drift which was O.O! then see jj play maple ~ the new ditsin =o and got 2 lvl 70+ baka mages having some bo liao ks war n keep calling each other noob -_-
Maple having more and more this baka players which have baka brains...
6am....
Waiting for bus to come....
6.20am....
Still waiting bus to come.... and saw jj father going to work.....
6.30am...
185 came n go clementi......
6.45.....
After waiting for 7mins then MRT come......
7.30am....
Reach home!!
NOW
Upload my blog and make the first post! hahaha
Ok time to go rest liao -_- My eyes now seriously very pain and ltr still wan do my projects -_-
THANKS ALL OF YOU FOR BEING WITH ME DURING 31ST AND 1ST!!!
the memories will turn WILD.
1/01/2008 07:59:00 AM
