Monday, June 8, 2009
tears of sadness and happiness
Thanks everyone who remember my birthday and wished me.
It was very unpleasant birthday because I spent almost half of the day alone doing stuff. Almost cried during the bus trip home. Halfway in the trip, Bey called me and ask wether want to go out. I was so happy.
I really want thanks God for the turnover. Thanks God. Thank Bey.
My greatest fear and weakness is lonely and alone. That is why I hate staying at home because I always feel that I'm only one at home.
Every time I will find excuses and lies to do run away from people and end up doing things by myself. I really hate to be alone and leftout. I have a very bad habit which I will always trying finds way to be alone but in my heart I really do not wish for that. I always hope someone will accompany or follow me but not everyone knows that. I am always grateful and touched for the people who noticed it and accompany me. Small little action can my day happier (:
the memories will turn WILD.
6/08/2009 07:04:00 PM
