Monday, June 30, 2008
i am a screwed up guy
I really have enough of it already!
CAN SOMEONE JUST GIVE ME A EARPLUG AND STUFF IT INTO MY EARS!?
It super hurting and pain to hear people say like
"They 2 come in pair, come together leave together"
"Where they 2? What happen to them?"
"Since they 2 outside? Why don't we ps them and let them have sweet time together?"
"Why 2 always like that the are?"
"Why they always together?"
.... and many more.
Almost everyday i been hearing all these.
IT REALLY HURT ME ALOT AND I FEEL VERY PAIN WHEN I KEEP HEARING THIS.
SOMETIME I JUST WANT TO CRY BUT I CANT.
I MUST KEEP CONTROL CONTROL CONTROL IT
I always try to ignore it.
BUT HOW LONG CAN I HOLD?
I know some of u will think that I very stupid or weird
because me and her are not together but I so affected by this stuff.
And I didn't dare tell many people about this because i dun wan people to know that she is involved.
So i always act like there nothing happen between us.
And keep on go against my heart.
I can't follow my heart at all.
Seriously what wrong with me?
I always like angry?
Or keep giving attitude to people?
Making people unhappy?
No proper time management?
Yes, i am very selfish. I AM JUST A GUY WHO EASILY JEALOUS
THAT IT!!
Simply i am screwed
the memories will turn WILD.
6/30/2008 09:30:00 PM
