Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Its not i want to be sad or emo or watever u all called tat. Its just a feeling that i wan to try my very best to do something or help people, but they wun let you. And how my mood go by is depend on frens. I too dependent on frens until i cannot be alone. So now whenever i alone, my mind start thinking of things which make me sad.
To me all frens = important frens. No matter you are from my sec sch, poly or watever place. I want to know that all of you all are dearest to me =) I dun wan to lose a fren anymore. I already lost so many important people in my life and i dun wan to lose anyone. I know that i giving to many people the impression "I am very busy, pls do not talk to me" but actually its true i busy but sometime i do wish to talk but i know it irriating to talk someone who is not replying nicely at all.
Overall, having been through this period, it has been very important lesson and feeling i had learn and gotten in life. Its was the 1st time i was so sad that become so unstable that i could even cry for nights. So from now onwards i will keep trying my best to cheer everyone up no matter how much they prevent me from doing it. I will try my best to go out more often with them. I will try my best to do help them. I will try to talk more to everyone, I will.. I will....
No matter how hard is it, i must keep trying! Since i lost almost everything so all i go to do now is rebuild it again. Although times when it get sad or bad, i just have to keep going on =) So to all my important frens out there! Please rememeber sam is there for u even sometime i very noisy, lame, irriating, or watever. I also changing but i will be going change for the better!!
the memories will turn WILD.
1/09/2008 02:38:00 AM
